I have been recently talking to this guy.
We have just been hanging out and getting to know each other. I refuse to get stuck in the friend zone again. Time and time again.... this always happens to me. And I just don't know what I'm doing wrong. They say that the best relationships start off as just friends... but yet when I make a friend, they end up seeing me as a little sister or a motherly figure.
This guy.... I don't want him to see me like that. My roommates have been trying to give me advice... but I know in the end all I can do is just be myself.
My feelings are often one sided. And I have a feeling that it is that way again. But, we will see how it plays out.
I have my whole life to find the guy I was made for. Time will only tell if he is the one.
Friday, October 29, 2010
Monday, October 18, 2010
journey to self.
i recently went on a road trip.
this was my first ever road trip by myself. at first i thought it was all about the guy who i was meeting at the end of the trip. but then i realized this trip was all about me.
this trip really helped me realize how strong of a person i am. i had never dreamed that i had the courage to travel 700 miles... and by myself. all my life i have been scared... of everything. i vow now to myself to push myself to stop being scared. i vow to put my life in God's hands and to trust him.
i feel like i really found myself while i was on this trip and now that i am back home... i don't want to lose myself again.
this was my first ever road trip by myself. at first i thought it was all about the guy who i was meeting at the end of the trip. but then i realized this trip was all about me.
this trip really helped me realize how strong of a person i am. i had never dreamed that i had the courage to travel 700 miles... and by myself. all my life i have been scared... of everything. i vow now to myself to push myself to stop being scared. i vow to put my life in God's hands and to trust him.
i feel like i really found myself while i was on this trip and now that i am back home... i don't want to lose myself again.
Friday, October 8, 2010
it's been a while...
Wow, much has changed since April. Andrew, my beloved ex roommate did get the job in Phoenix. But, you know what I figured out? I now have a place to stay in Phoenix if I ever decide to visit... which I plan to this coming spring break.
So where am I now? I am still here in Lawrence. I had a friend named Jerry Jay that needed a roommate... and now I have 3 roommates! Diana, Ronnell, and Jerry. And the funny part is that I still feel alone. How can you live with 3 other people and still feel like you have no one to talk to? Seriously... I think something is wrong with me!!
My plan is to move in 2 years. I want to have 2 years to get my debt paid off and have some money in the savings. Where do I plan on moving at the end of my 2 years? Minneapolis!! Of course I will visit the city before I make that the place I offically move but right now thats the place I have my heart set on.
I'll try to write on here more often.
til next time!!
~Jet~
So where am I now? I am still here in Lawrence. I had a friend named Jerry Jay that needed a roommate... and now I have 3 roommates! Diana, Ronnell, and Jerry. And the funny part is that I still feel alone. How can you live with 3 other people and still feel like you have no one to talk to? Seriously... I think something is wrong with me!!
My plan is to move in 2 years. I want to have 2 years to get my debt paid off and have some money in the savings. Where do I plan on moving at the end of my 2 years? Minneapolis!! Of course I will visit the city before I make that the place I offically move but right now thats the place I have my heart set on.
I'll try to write on here more often.
til next time!!
~Jet~
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